11/21/2017

My life seems to be going in slow motion. I’m struggling to make it through the days. The drinking has increased.

Every day gets harder. I feel ready to give up.

I’m so done with this life. I don’t think I can keep this up. I’m falling apart. The whole world is caving in and I’m alone.

The pain would stop. The anxiety, the nightmares. All gone.

There’s nothing left. They took it all from me. There’s nothing left. They killed her.

I’m disgusting.