3/17/2017

(Dream)

I laid in a room full of beds, naked

I’m waiting for someone.

These friends come in, 4

Nothing is out of the ordinary

One of them gets in bed with me and as I speak, she touches my knee.

I pull away.

When I’m about to get up. I roll over over

She grabs my waist to kiss my back.

I pull away and pull her hands off

I ask what she’s doing

She laughs.

I get up and one of the girls doesn’t even look at me.

Says she didn’t hear me complaining.

The other agrees.

I’m bad. I liked it and wanted it.

I leave to another room. I begin to cry.

I hate myself so much