11/2/2024

(Dream)

I'm in the new apartment I sense.

I'm in session with my therapist

She asks me a question I don't understand about being "bad versus good"

A women, followed by her partner break through my window

The women disappears and its just him

He landed on my bed

I'm screaming and attacking him

I notice a sensation in my sleeve

When I look at the window there are insects coating the window sill

There are flies, bees, worms, spiders

Even frogs

I look at the floor

It's like I'm wearing a flashlight on my head

Everything is dark until I give it my attention

The floor is covered with insects

I try to crawl away

I feel exhausted and give in to the floor

I hear small coughs behind me

I turn to find mufasa, my dog

I reach to touch him and feel terrified I won't feel him

Not only do I feel him but he comes in for more

I begin sobbing

I repeat over and over "I love you"

I wake up shaking....