3/6/2024
(Dream)
I’m in my own home- it’s inherited
Feels like I’ve had it before…
Other people’s things are here
Furniture…I focus on this vase with flowers
I touch the wood table top its on and it falls over
This vase is also electic and plugged into an outlet
I attempt to keep the electricity from ruining it by tilting it… holding it up
The water gets in the plug and I drop it
It begins to spark and fast
I scream hard for my dad
He comes and sees it
I ask how to stop an electrical fire
He tired with his hands but it’s melting…
He goes for water and I ask if that’s a good or bad idea
I scream even louder as it melts the table it was on
I want it to stop and I’m scared
It burns a hole through the ground
He says something like, “good luck with that now”
I collapse to the floor
I feel completely hopeless
I scream, “i can’t do this anymore!”
I wake up