4/8/2023
My footsteps echo down the long hallways
The ceilings are high
And the air is crisp
The hairs on the back of my neck-at attention
I have no shoes on
The space comes into me from below
My vision is narrow but I feel it all
The vibrations of these spaces move through me
The stories are smeared all over the walls
Shades of black layered and moved
There’s a door
It’s so dark. I can barely make it out
It doesn’t get any clearer
Regardless of how much space I close
There’s heat here
It’s hell.
The bolts and locks on this door are bright red
I reach out
Hesitate
Her screams get louder
So loud I can’t think
I can’t breathe
I can’t move
I can’t be
I can’t!
I reach out and pull the locks and bolts off
They sink into my hands
What have I done?