5/6/2023
I watch the wind blow through the trees. The power lines rock back and forth.
My mind is so heavy.
My body is so heavy. I can’t move it.
That’s the thought and emotion, can’t.
I close my eyes… I can’t sleep.
I can’t be here anymore so I leave
I’m unraveling and I don’t know how to stop it or slow it down
I’m struggling…
I’m fighting to be here and sometimes I wonder, what for?